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Elorraine (20/F/London), You Will be MissedJul 30 '02 Write an essay on this topic.
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The Bottom Line I remember the good 'ol days. Do you?
6/14/00 11:13 pm Confession... I have a pretty big confession to make, to many of you on this board. I've e-mailed several of my closer friends, and have told them what I'm about to tell you already...but I, along with a few others, have decided that it's probably wise to share this with the whole board. I'm not exactly who you all think I am... but yes, I *am* a girl... and my name *is* Erika. Awhile ago when I first started out on Epinions, I met so many nice people... people who took me under their wings and befriended me. I told a slight fib... someone asked if I was married, and as a joke I said yes. I was planning on telling them the truth- after a few hours. Soon, a whole bunch of people knew... and people were coming to me left and right "You're married at 20 years old? Wow!"... I felt special... and I felt like people cared. I never corrected them. Soon, I was carried into my own little imiginary world... and person. I claimed I had a husband from London, I claimed I had a son, I claimed I had twins on the way, I claimed I lost a baby. When in fact- I'm just a boring ol 20 year old from Upstate NY who is single... who has a job as a beauticians asst in a local nursing home. Who was never married... and who was never pregnant. I know that I've hurt several people deeply by this, and I know I've lost a few friends. I alos have some who have stuck by my side like I NEVER thought they would and have forgiven me and remained good friends, although I still know they're hurt. I'm asking for everyones forgiveness... as hard as that will be. I know it's really hard to believe anything I say at this moment, but please know that everything out of my mouth from now on, will be the truth. If I wasn't sincere, I wouldnt be posting this message that the ENTIRE community can see... and probably will. So please find it in your heart to forgive... I've done all I can do. If I can do more, please let me know... and even though I dont deserve much of anything right now, please be gentle... Erika  |
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