Discontent

Nov 18 '02    Write an essay on this topic.


The Bottom Line Thinking back on past hurt (comments always appreciated)

In elementary
No one spoke to me
I was so ashamed
My heart was filled with pain

The girls would run
I never found fun
I thought I was insane
And had myself to blame

I was so sad
My only companion
Was my own person
I was so sad

At times I thought
I had a heart of stone
I felt so alone
I believed I owned a heart of stone





*Have you ever felt so much pain
*Like your energy is being drained
*And that feeling of being strange
*Just wont go away
*Just wont go away






I felt envy
Why did'nt someone talk to me?
Why must I be the outcast?
If I could, I would bring destruction to my past.

I felt envy
To such a high degree
Immensly bad
Every single day I felt sad


Merely a child
What did I know?
I didnt know
Why I was so alone

There must be something in me
There must be something I hold
Something...
Something that makes them feel that im so cold




*Have you ever felt so much pain
*Like your energy is being drained
*And that feeling of being strange
*Just wont go away
*Just wont go away




Tainted my life
Made it break down
Giving an impression of being conceded
So my flaws could not be found

Acted hypocritical
Just to fake some friends
When it came to making them
Had no idea where to begin

No one would lay an eye on me
So what was I to feel and see
but to feel mental anguish
and anxiety



*Have you ever felt so much pain
*Like your energy is being drained
*And that feeling of being strange
*Just wont go away
*Just wont go away

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