~Sexy Poem~

Jan 02 '04    Write an essay on this topic.


The Bottom Line --------------------------------------------------

A ridiculous movie
of the pornographic nature
Appeared on the TV screen one night, way too late for sensible eyes to remain awake
..... except for my own

The thought that came to mind was you --
-- why were you not here instead
So you could replace those X-rated images
Simmering in my room
with your own warm, beautiful self........

I wish
I could approach you, run towards you
And clasp your two hands inside mine
leading you to where I want to go

I need
to look at your face
and not feel that I have to avert my gaze
out of insecurity
and feel that I can absorb
every inch of your visage
and etch what I see
upon my memory forever

I yearn
to kiss your slanted lips
and run my fingers within your darkened hair
quietly remove your glasses
and see your face as it was meant to be

I ache
To understand what lies beneath
your public appearance
to share
in the private reality of your body

I want
my vision to study everything
from your naked face along to your naked feet
and everything in between
as your head relaxes upon my arm

Can I touch you
in every place where my eyes first witnessed you ----- ?
I want my touch
to graze your skin
to arouse you
to go inside
to soften you
until you melt all over my palm
and sigh lovingly against my ears

And then we can get kinky
kinky
kinky
If that’s what you go for!
What do you go for, baby?
Don’t be a silent partner
I am sure that you have more experience
in what makes a charmed evening in the bedroom

I want to know......
..... what do you like?
...... and with whom?

If it’s not with me
Then you don’t need to say any more.........

I haven’t loved
A lot
If it were an occupation, then I’d be in abject poverty
about to be evicted ----
----- so if you wanted to be honest
I suppose I never truly loved before ------

I know a handful of movements
but not the emotions
I know a few of the rules
But none of the benefits of following them ----------

I don’t want to steal you
from yourself
I don’t want to have you in my clutches --- for brief seconds
and then move on

But I have to be honest
I cannot deny the truth
I cannot deny what crosses my mind, and my heart

I want you and me to make love
if only for me to feel that I’m a piece
of the whole of life

----- isn’t that what it’s all about ----

----- to be able to connect with someone else -----

----- to be able to hold, to touch someone ------

----- to share in whatever it is we want to share -----

I wish
Me and you could talk for hours
Instead of the shortened meetings that we have
Cut short
Due to any number or kind of circumstances

I yearn
to feel infinitely comfortable
in your presence
To feel that I could relay to you
All my joy -- all my pain -- all my scars -- the ones that healed
and the ones that didn’t
And that you would feel strong enough
to do the same

I want
my feelings to survive
to not die away in frustration,
in loneliness, in utter disappointment

I believed
on those two nights when you and I kissed
that there was a flicker of truth
that maybe I had found you
that maybe my years of searching weren’t in vain........

....... but then you took it away

For now, at least
or maybe for ever.........

.... it’s up to you, not up to me......

......I can only wish, think about the things that are
and dream about the things that are not........

And please
allow me to dream
If I can’t
then I might as well give up
Because sometimes those dreams
............. are all I’ve got.............

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