Back here again
Feb 16 '04 (Updated Mar 02 '04)
The Bottom Line I think it speaks for itself if it does at all.
Back Here Again
Back here again,
talking to myself
in a way
I will remember.
Longing for the same thing I always do.
To feel wholeness.
That is to not be alone, empty and
desolate.
For some reason to be whole
carries with it the need to find love.
Am I incomplete and need another
person in order to create one whole?
The simple, ironic answer is yes.
It is easy to find someone
who means little and dive into them.
Unfortunately their annoying personality
will become unbearable.
Time to find another.
Cycles of self-fulfillment,
self-gratification; masturbation.
Yet I don't know the next step,
where to go from here.
There are worse things than
being alone,
but that doesn't make it fun.
Unsure if I am looking in the dark
for a solution or if I am waiting for the answer to find me.
Too damn honest with myself.
It would be easier to take pills and
walk away from reality.
Drugs have no soul,
simple solution for simple people.
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Member: Abraxmed
Location: Virginia Beach, VA
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