Jills Story Chapter 1
Oct 26 '05 (Updated Oct 29 '05)
The Bottom Line "love em' loose em' or let em' go"
Well I finally did it, I lost my virginity last night. I have waited so long; I was beginning to think I would die before I did it. You see, my high school sweet heart and I were supposed to get married after college. Well, he discovered that he was gay in college. I know so "Will and Grace", except that we are not best friends. I don't care that he is gay, I care that he lied to me. I know he knew back in high school, so why couldn't he just tell me and let me move on? Oh well he and his lover can live happily ever after for all I care.
My name is Jill by the way and I am 28. Yea, a 28 year old virgin. It happens. After Max (the gay guy) and I broke up, I just never trusted my instincts about anybody anymore. I mean, I should have known Max was gay, shouldn't I have? Any way that all changed when I met Bill. He was always so patient and sweet with me. But, when I told him I was a virgin and wanted to save my self for marriage, he told me he couldn't marry a woman he has not had sex with. I understood what he was saying, who wouldn't. He told me he wanted to be fair to both of us, if the sex was bad after we got married then he would have to go elsewhere and he didn't want to do that to me.
We had been together for six months before I gave in. I know it doesn't seem very long, but I know that Bill is the one. Bill and Jill, it's perfect. I decided to surprise him last night; I bought some new lingerie and invited him over for dinner. I seduced him. I didn't even know I had it in me. He was so sweet, afraid that he would hurt me. He did actually, but I didn't tell him that. When it hurt I would moan and he thought I was enjoying it. I really don't know what the big deal is about sex. We did it, it hurt, and it was messy. Nobody ever told me how messy it was, on TV. they make it look so easy; they do it and then get dressed or go to sleep. Not in real life though, I had to take a shower when we were done. I hope that didn't hurt Bill's feelings.
I miss him, so I pick up the phone to call him "Bill, hey baby it's me Jill, are we on for tonight?"
"Not tonight babe, I have a meeting with a client, but I will call you tomorrow"
"All right sweetie, don't work too hard" Damn, what am I going to do now? I know, I'll call my friend Lisa! I haven't spent enough time with her since Bill came into my life. I lift the phone again and dial Lisa "Lisa!"
"Hey Jill, what’s up?"
"Bill has a meeting tonight; I thought maybe we could get together for dinner or something. I have something to tell you"
"Okay, I'll be at your house at around seven tonight, will that work for you?"
"That’s perfect, I will see you then" cool, I have really missed Lisa and I can't wait to tell her about my night last night.
Chapter 2
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