Dear God..........
Apr 09 '00
Dear God just help me make it through this day
I won't ask for more from you
It has been quite a while since my son left
What ever will I do
I miss him more each day, I miss his goofy smile
I'd like to have him near me now
For just a little while
I get up out of bed each day
After many a sleepless night
And wonder why I bother to go on
Why do I bother to fight
When will my heart not feel this pain
When will my days be clear
I sit out at the cemetery each week
Just to have him near
The sun seldom shines for me anymore
The sky is not as blue
The stars at night seem closer
God, just help me think this through
Help me accept this lesson
Help me know what to do
I thank you for the time I had
To hold him close to me
And though it was not what I wanted
It was what was meant to be
Sometimes I think I hear him
Or see him walking down the street
Just one more time, could I see him God?
To make my life complete
I stood last night at his grave
And cried just one more time
I wonder if he heard me
If he remembers he was mine
People tell me to accept it
It is part of life's chore
But he wasn't their son, now was he God
This can't be what life is for
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